Borodyanka, Ukraine – Days after Russia launched its full-scale invasion of Ukraine, a 500-kilogramme high-explosive bomb dropped from a fighter jet collapsed a piece of Mariya Vasylenko’s residence constructing.
Throughout the March 1, 2022, assault that levelled or broken dozens extra homes on this once-tranquil city, 40 kilometres (25 miles) northwest of Kyiv, Vasylenko and her neighbours had been hiding in an ice-cold basement.
They rushed outdoors to see how the heatwave turned the air blue, melted snow and ignited automobiles, leafless bushes and frozen blades of grass across the constructing.
“Have you ever ever seen hell? That’s what it was,” Vasylenko, 80, informed Al Jazeera.
Disoriented and deafened, she couldn’t discover her daughter Olena, a 41-year-old nurse, and her son-in-law Serhiy Khukhro, a 37-year-old building employee, who had been hiding within the basement beneath the collapsed part.
Their crushed our bodies remained within the flooded basement whereas Vasylenko was evacuated to central Ukraine with their younger kids, Milena and Bohdan.
In the meantime, Russian troopers moved into Vasylenko’s residence for a month, leaving garbage, excrement and graffiti with Soviet symbols, and plundering all valuables when Moscow ordered a retreat from round Kyiv and northern Ukraine.
‘She doesn’t smile any extra’
Weeks later, Vasylenko returned to Borodyanka to bury what was left of Olena and Serhiy.
Her grandchildren had been despatched to security in Poland. She couldn’t bear to inform Milena about her mother and father’ deaths for greater than a yr till they returned to Ukraine.
Milena is 12 now. She returned to Borodyanka with Vasylenko – and is deeply traumatised.
“She doesn’t smile any extra,” Vasylenko mentioned, sitting on a bench subsequent to a group centre the place she and her neighbour sing in an beginner choir.
“She will’t bear to see mother and father hugging and kissing her classmates after faculty as a result of her mum and pop by no means will,” the 79-year-old neighbour, Hanna Ryashchenko, informed Al Jazeera.
Each girls and their relations reside in tiny rooms in a dormitory donated by Poland with communal loos and kitchens.
Excavators began eradicating the particles from round Vasylenko’s constructing solely two weeks in the past.
From hell to limbo
A minimum of 300 civilians had been killed in Borodyanka, in response to survivors, Ukrainian officers and human rights teams.
Russian forces bombed Borodyanka regardless that it by no means hosted a army base or crops producing weaponry.
Amnesty Worldwide, a rights monitor, concluded that the bombings “had been each disproportionate and indiscriminate beneath worldwide humanitarian legislation, and as such represent warfare crimes”.
Russian troopers working tanks and artillery shelled residence buildings level clean.
Additionally they shelled outlets and malls simply to crack their doorways or partitions open and loot what was inside. The troopers shot at anybody they noticed with out warning – and threatened to gun down those that tried to retrieve our bodies from the streets or rescue survivors from beneath collapsed buildings, residents mentioned.
For its half, Moscow has frequently denied focusing on civilians.

“I most well-liked to stay at house and starve,” Volodymyr Robovyk, a 69-year-old retired manufacturing unit employee, informed Al Jazeera.
Many of the trapped civilians, together with kids, had been buried alive as they froze to loss of life or starved.
Just one lady managed to save lots of a household of eight by sneaking meals and water right into a tiny crevice at night time.
Fifty-five residence buildings, a whole bunch of homes, outlets and workplaces have been destroyed or broken, rendering hundreds homeless and jobless, officers mentioned.
A gradual restoration
A dozen residence buildings have been totally restored or retrofitted with heat-saving padding, plastic doorways and home windows, residents say.
However many extra stay untouched.
“They dug this gap and are doing nothing,” Robovyk mentioned, pointing at a building pit on the Tsentralnaya (Central) avenue as soon as named after Soviet founder Vladimir Lenin.
Behind the fence was a model new excavator that tumbled into the pit and lay the other way up.
Robovyk’s tiny, shell-damaged home was patched up by volunteers within the autumn of 2022, however the renovation of bigger buildings is way from over.
“The top of reconstruction is December 2024,” a plastic signal on the aspect of Valentyna Illyshenko’s five-storey residence constructing reads.
However the home remains to be encapsulated in scaffolding as staff end overlaying it with heat-saving plastic that additionally hides bullet and shrapnel holes.
Illyshenko fled her residence together with her husband and their six-year-old son on February 28, 2022, when Russian tanks and armoured autos entered Borodyanka or roared by on their solution to Kyiv.
She mentioned Russian troopers occupied their residence – and drank all of the alcohol, destroyed each household photograph and stole every digital system.
A minimum of one of many undesirable company was a sniper who nestled within the kitchen and reduce a gap within the drapes, she mentioned.
The troopers left the fridge and the washer solely as a result of they had been too heavy to be carried down from the fourth ground, she mentioned.
All heavy family home equipment have been taken out of residences on decrease flooring, and the Russians left Borodyanka with vans loaded with stolen items, Illyshenko and different locals mentioned.
“Hatred is what I nonetheless really feel,” she informed Al Jazeera. “I may choke them with my very own palms.”
Having escaped the occupation’s hell, she lives in a reconstruction limbo with the noise, the mud and the grime.
Turf wars
Her rationalization as to why the renovation progresses so slowly is straightforward – she blames Ukraine’s endemic corruption and the dismissal of Oleksander Sakharuk, a group head elected in 2020.
“They don’t let him work,” Illyshenko mentioned.
Sakharuk was a member of the Platform for Life, a pro-Moscow occasion that was banned in 2022 and whose members had been barred from holding elected jobs.
Regardless that many Platform for Life members in Russia-occupied areas started collaborating with Moscow, some remained staunchly pro-Ukrainian – together with Sakharuk, a number of Borodyanka residents informed Al Jazeera.
He bought his job again in June 2023 and final October after courtroom rulings, however each instances the justice ministry overturned the selections.
“When he’s again to work, issues are shifting. Once they hearth him once more, issues cease,” Vitalii Sydorenko, a 47-year-old warfare veteran, informed Al Jazeera.
Sakharuk didn’t reply to requests for remark.
Ukraine’s ubiquitous corruption scandals have additionally delayed Borodyanka’s renovation.
Final December, anti-monopoly officers cancelled a contract to revive the residence constructing the place Vasylenko’s daughter and son-in-law died due to the development firm’s alleged corruption ties.
Vasylenko additionally spent a number of months and a whole bunch of {dollars} to revive the deed on her residence and different paperwork destroyed by the bombing.
“I’m hoping to maneuver again, however I’m too previous to attend for years,” she mentioned.